Is it weird that there is a tension between perspectives on substance use? The tension persists in the arguments about moral perspectives and medical models, but also beyond, and social norms and ideas about holistic care, stigma and debates about illness/wellness gain speed. Do we have to take notice, to see how we become conflicted about what the problem is and what the solution is? Chronic illness, but certainly not moral failings, or do we pay more attention to larger social issues? Is it easier to ignore them? Is it easier to ignore people and see problems? Is it easier to see weakness and not strength?

And maybe we need to take a step back…and reflect. But also, maybe it is time to be brave and have open conversations about where we differ and come together in our perspectives, in our understanding, in our misconceptions, in our judgments, in our curiosity, in our experiences. Maybe it is time to be brave and be open about our struggles, but also the reality that, yes, I too have used drugs and nothing terrible and horrible came of it. I too have had struggles with my own mental health and have gotten through it, but still have ups and downs and that is just life. I am thankful for supports and my peers and connection, but reflective of privilege and luck of circumstance that I have had. Aren’t we all just humans, being? Don’t we all just want people to see us, and acknowledge that we are of value? Because aren’t we all in this together, no matter how alone we feel? Why should anyone have to feel alone?

Michelle D.

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