nursingforsocialjustice

Is it possible to work together and collaborate instead of competing? Like, as a central value framework? We work harder to be better than others. Or, do we work harder to make the world better for others?

When I have a lot on my metaphorical plate the way I cope is to add one more thing. That additional things distracts me from the fear that I feel of not being able to accomplish the biggest priority thing. The additional thing also helps refocus me away from doom and gloom, feelings of inadequacy, and, curiously, existential crises. The additional thing is something that, usually, falls into this category that we call “productive,” so it’s something that also feels like it’s pushing me forward. But, the thing that I have been asking myself a lot in the last few weeks is, why do I have a need to feel like I’m pushing myself forward? Forward into what? And, is this just me perpetuating neoliberal ideals that in my heart don’t quite align with what I hope to be as a human being?

When I was in high school I had an idea to open a coffee shop where everything was free for customers. The reason why I wanted to do this is because I thought it would make people happy. There are a million things that can brighten someone’s day. But, the way the dominant system that we live in is set up is to make things commodities. We sell thing, we buy things, we put a monetary value on some things. The monetary value translates in people’s worth. It’s all things that are bought and sold. The idea that social media sites thrust this reality of things being bought and sold is really getting me down.

Is that how the world must function?

Is this a by-product of aging, this painful shift in my understanding of the world? Is it a by-product of too much technology and not enough human contact? Is it a by-product of too much time at home? I will let you know.

Love,

Michelle D.